Since things have settled down, I’ve stepped back and taken stock of what I’ve done since my return. When I first came back, I slipped into my envisioned “subtle, cunning” role. Unfortunately over the past couple of days, I seem to have abandoned that role. I won’t make excuses, or try and justify my actions, but I’ve been a pretty big dick IC frustration combined with some OOC issues and mixed up in one big bundle of “FTW".

I plan on just cooling things down and disentangling myself from the conflict directly, and moving into the much more relaxed background role that I was enjoying earlier on.

In no particular order, some apologies:

To Arilyon, Daevos, and the rest of Magnagora:
I’ve been pretty much a when it came down to the way I handled Magnagora’s involvement in the Glomdoring stuff. Overreaction followed by overreaction combined with burnout led me to do some pretty things. I’m sorry.

To the divinities:
I’m sorry for mucking things up and generally being an ungrateful . I think some of my complaints were justified, but I went way way overboard, and for that I apologise.

To Viravain:
I didn’t intend for you to end up in trouble, and for that I’m sorry. I did what I felt was the right thing, and I’m sorry that you ended up getting burned over it.

To Erion:
Regardless of what you think, I don’t have a grudge against you, and I didn’t go out of my way just to spite you and take away your leadership. The immature “your mom” and rape jokes get old, but other than that I have no real problem with you as a person.

To Akraasiel:
I’ve been overly critical, and unfairly judgemental. I’ll try and cut you some slack in the future.

To everyone who has read my rants:
While a few of the points are valid, most of ‘em are just excessive and unnecessary, and I’m sorry for ing up the boards with them.

Overall, I’m sorry for being a complete dick this past week, and it won’t be an issue any further.

Regards,
Blaine/Visaeris

EDIT: THANKS SHIRI THIS NOW MAKES WAY LESS SENSE

Wait, isn't censored but ass is?

EDIT: Watch your language. ~Shiri~

Yes it is, when I see it, and no it isn't.

Would have made more sense if you hadn't tried to swear in the first place.

Actually the cursing is mild.. I'm quite surprised it got filtered, all things considered.

Edit: it's actaully not really cursing... No f's or anything, just some rude expletives for describing myself

I'm guessing , or similar...
Go Shiribot

EDIT: Watch your language. ~Shiri~

The censoring is just too funny

Don't worry Vissy, I had no problem understanding it and thought the censored's were meant to be there until I read the next post It's cool, just keep up the effort with the Glom event!

Well personally, i always try to insert the little f-word if i see a censor.. but it simply won't always fit.. so yes, your rant is something to be puzzled over now.

Nayl guessed kaka-cranium.

gahh i'm lost.. Shiri can't you at least let the first letter of the word there, so we know what was meant and you don't rob the posts of their meaning?

Magnagora:
d ck
s it

Divinities:
t at

Everyone:
Spam! (Probably not it, but it makes sense. Shiri should censor himself. More like f ing)

No. I can't. Because we were told to replace the word with the censor smiley. This must've been said like 10 times now.

You are replacing the word with the censor smiley. Just give us a hint!

Or else I'll start picturing you doing bad things with Rowena.

YOU CAN STILL FREAKIN UNDERSTAND WHAT THE POST SAYS WITHOUT THE PROFANITIES OK K THANKS BYE!

Visaeris... can you PM me the actual content of it?

I hope its not Shiri censoring some stupid word like Crap.

Seriously, why do you really need to know what the swear words were to comprehend the post? If the swear words truly WERE a vital part of the post, and I doubt they were, maybe you need to take some anger management Visaeris.

I don't need the words to understand it, I'd just be thorougly pissed if it was a word like crap or dick or something stupid like that.

Although England might be a repressive government which bans freedom of speech (!), America does not.

(Yes, I know this is the internet, yes, blah, thats the rules, blah. If someone is angry enough, I say sure as hell let them swear all they want).

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You censored out the word ? It must be very horrible over in England... wow...