I swear to god, I'm so effing frustrated right now I could frigging kill someone! My damn boyfriend can't make up his mind about whether he really cares about me or just doesn't give a . This weekend he was being so sweet, taking care of me when I was sick and spending time with me before he went to hang out with his friends. That was really nice! But goddamnit, today he freaking snaps at me for sniffling WHEN I'M HAVING A DAMNED ALLERGY ATTACK!! When I suggested that he could have told me BEFORE it came to biting my head off, he just gave me an extremely insincere, "Sorry."

Now, many of you may not know, but I'm a pretty affectionate guy IRL. Very snuggly, very caring, and very sensitive. I give him all the attention that I would want and I don't even get half in return. All I end up doing is pissing him off for trying to be close to my boyfriend. I also would like if he'd just be excited for once about the fact that I moved from FRIGGING WEST VIRGINIA to goddamn ILLINOIS to be with him! That's a big damned move, especially since in all my 22 years I had NEVER lived outside of the state of West Virginia. I LOVE this man, with every fiber of my being, yet I don't feel like I'm getting the same in return.

I'm not really asking for advice, I just need to vent. I also need some better way to channel my frustrations, other than crying or playing Lusternia, which I honestly haven't been doing much lately anyway.

EDIT: Also, I totally understand that he's really stressed from school and work, but for some reason, I'm the only person he takes it out on. He's all friendly and happy with his friends, but whenever I say something (and we're with our friends) he tends to get annoyed by it. What the hell am I doing wrong? The guy says he loves me, but he never really acts like he does...

If you were just ranting, it probably wasn't necessary to start a whole new thread, since there is a rant thread in the Real World subforums.

I would say he rants on your for the same reason I rant on my man instead of my friends... you will take it and still love him the next morning. A friend... maybe not so much.

Ymbryne, yeah, you're right, I should have just posted this in the rants. I was frustrated and wasn't thinking.

Simimi...I hope that's true...because he really doesn't show me much that he reciprocates my feelings...I'm probably just being overly sensitive though.