Hello people who most likely went and forget me, I would too I wasn't that loud of a Faeling ^^ I thought I'd just pop in and look at things and sigh. A bit because I'm looking for a game to play with others, a bit because watching something that takes place inside an MMO reminds me of that fact ^^ The only problem is that well Only Iron Realm games do it for me. I detest the lack of feel to the story, the lack of who I create and wear as a mask is nothing more than a doll that I can't share the story of with the person playing with their doll. It's most likely due the same reason that starts my self destructive long term leaving cycles here... I don't connect well. I have a heard enough time doing so with people in life let alone in character, so while I do care for people it becomes somewhat a moot point where I feel such a disconnect that I prefer to run away because I don't know how to approach someone I should know enough in character and metaish not to run away and solo. But I do, which then leads to hating lack of ability to do things for self, for guild, for commune and on the few times I've tried alts cities. And alts are worse since I miss my Faeling and the ties that I just don't get to people.

I just wonder how others do it really. Where does the sense of the mask of a character come with a connection you the player can feel to the masks of others? You know besides the hate against the guy who pked you? ^^ ... I'm not really expecting an answer. I'm just up late and thanks to an anime nostalgic about the world we all shared. And some what saddened by knowing that I can't create a new mask before destroying it and this one just hurting after a while. Oh well I've bummed you out enough I think, you all take care and have fun and enjoy the connections you have. Also go kick Soulless metaphorical butt!

A Player who remembers his Faeling mask,
Konton