What is a dream,
And what is real?
If I cry, do I weep?
If I bleed, do I feel?

My heart breaks too often to tell,
And before this dream started,
I thought it was hell.

But now what do I feel... If not joy at the sight...
Of one girl so precious... The love of my life.

Fear and uncertainty, clouding my mind,
panic constricting, chest all alight.

What is this feeling?
I've felt it before...
But then my heart shattered,
When she closed that front door.

Do I dare risk that terror again?...
It seems only moments,
Since I drew my heart togeather again...

But maybe, this time...
This chance, this hope...
I might acctually not feel what I felt when hope broke...

Do I love her, oh yes... More than I know...
Terror and fear, my chest so tight...
Pounding ears, and eyes all alight...

What if my heart ends up broken again?
But what if this time...

The dream never ends?...

WOW. That made my brain hurt, what with the awesomeness and all