Hrm, maybe it's the whole IRC chats that they mean? I get a bit uncomfortable when some of those are posted. But, I'm just guessing because I really want to know.

Bus driver: *approaches street I live on*
Shiri: *presses button, stands up*
Bus driver: 's here okay sweetheart?
Shiri: *looks confused, moves towards exit*
Bus driver: Oops. Mate. Uh -
Shiri: Yeah, here's fine. Thanks. *exit left*

I wish that was the first time it'd happened too. Do I look feminine from a distance or something? Maybe I need that haircut.

Fallen gets a cookie.

Now don't do it again.

Fine, I won't jump, don't care if I'm being beaten the hell crap out of me, I'll just let you guys waltz in till Mag is no more. I'm really sick of it, I don't want to be the victim of griefing yet I'm doing what they do. I'm sick that I'm always at the losing team, I'm sick that they do this first, we do the same and they don't want it to be done to them. I'm sick sick SICK of all of it. I hate that my conscience is bothering me even though I killed someone in the game, I repeat, in a GAME, not the real world, just a game.

There is a reason why the Avenger is there, to prevent some people like me, Thoros, Narsrim or other griefer wannabes to keep killing the 'innocent' over and over again. Understand I'm not the ones who wanted it gone, I understand the reason it's there. I killed you didn't I? So enjoy the month without having to worry being jumped by the same person. Don't want to be killed? Fight back, simple as that. Use those 30 days in regaining what you lost from death and praying.

If you think what I did was horrible? I heard someone from Celest just logged in to kill someone and quit after she prayed. I heard some who won't stop killing people over and over again to the point it's enough to throw away the keyboard, give the game a bad name and resulting to fewer novices in the game. If you want me to apologize.

I AM SORRY

And I know sorry isn't enough and pretty sure I had to do something else just to gain that OOC trust like don't jump people again or just sit and let them have fun...

Either way, I hope this doesn't go into an OOC level, I also wanted to have fun because of the problems I'm having right now especially my parents about to divorce and asking me who will I stay with, mom or dad. I love them both and I don't play favoritism. If they continue like that, I don't know where will I go and live or who do I stay.

I hate life right now...

EDIT:
And I hate it that I haven't sleep for 3 days straight, Insomnia is killing me, probably because of the horrible reality that my loving parents are going to seperate and they want me to stay with them, I can't be in two places at once nor if I choose the other, the other one might think I like them more.

Tervic

That used to happen to me.

Then I got facial hair.

It happens to one of my house-mates a lot, though he does act feminine a fair bit and has a pretty Ellen Degenerous-like facial structure.

Awesome!

Maybe I'll switch to the really weird one Shiri found for me...

Do it! Grow the beard of power!

Right, anyway.

I'm glad no one mistakes me for a boy.

You're not a boy?

shemale?

PLEASE DO!

And there's nothing wrong with shaving...

Explaining your abject poverty, you humbly request a little help from a monk
disciple in grey robes.
A monk disciple in grey robes's face drops and he looks a little guilty, but
shakes his head at you.

{ Equilibrium Recovered }

influence 74945 with wheedling
I do not recognize anything called that here.

look
Monastery gardens.
Superimposed over this location, an ethereal forest reaches up to the sky. The
bright sun shines down, blanketing you with its life-giving warmth. These fields
contain multiple rows of various trees that the monks harvest their fruits from.
Rows of grand apple trees and orange trees speckle the area, fruits laying about
their base, fallen from the breeze. Baskets of hemp weave are toppled about
under the trees shadows, waiting for their use again. His brow deeply furrowed,
a thoughtful scholar paces back and forth here.
You see exits leading northeast, east, and southeast.


influence 74145 with supplication
Explaining your abject poverty, you humbly request a little help from a monk
disciple in grey robes.
A monk disciple in grey robes's face drops and he looks a little guilty, but
shakes his head at you.


Ever seeking enlightenment, a monk disciple wanders out to the northwest.

{ Equilibrium Recovered }

In search of enlightenment, a monk disciple wanders in from the northwest.

influence 74145 with wheedling
Ahh, I am truly sorry, but I do not see anyone by that name here.

nw
Brick well within the blossoms.
Superimposed over this location, an ethereal forest reaches up to the sky. A
smattering of clouds fills the sky, lacing it with spiderwebs of grey. There are
4 monk disciple in grey robes here.
You see exits leading southeast and west.

influence 74145 with wheedling
You detect nothing here by that name.

west
Monastery kitchens.
Superimposed over this location, an ethereal forest reaches up to the sky.
You see exits leading east, southeast, southwest, and west.



Found them later one but no breaks for monks!!!

Dude, take it easy. It's just a game. You're not a griefer anyway.

Yes, you jumped me, you killed me, I prayed. Am I annoyed? No. I should just take more care when I hunt Orcs in Shallach, especially since I'm not on many jumping lists. The only sad thing is that you got me in two/three hits.

Bam squish.

I wouldn't mind at all praying if I got some fun in return... meaning if the attackers would make the whole thing a bit more interesting for the attacked's. Not really possible I guess, eh?

Anyway, if you've got real-life stuff going on, relax a bit. It's ok. It's just a game.

Mag will be in a better position some day. We have been improving.

And sorry to hear about your parents , hopefully they'll understand if you stay with one, that it doesn't mean you love the other less! They are adults and should understand that. I might flip a coin in front of them, heads or tails. Try not to worry so much, they shouldn't push their emotional problems onto you

And Tervic, welcome to the world of being so called 'griefed' - either for being a city enemy, unenemied person from an opposing org, etc. Glomdoring is probably the only place that sees little of this.

Makes me wish the divine would let Deepnight become more official-ish.

There isn't! I, personally, don't like a lot of facial hair on a guy.

It's a pain in the ass to kiss a guy with a bunch of scratchy hair on his face.

Down with Bam Squish! Up with interesting death!

and

for Lightzout



Yeah! Plus, full mustaches are just gross. You know food and drinks get on that hair and yeah the guy might whipe it away, but the residue is still there...festering on the hairs. And full beards hide too much of the guy's face. What's under all that hair??????

A little facial hair is ok. I kind of like the scruffy haven't shaved in a couple of days look. But full on facial hair? No thanks!

It really is. And it's so annoying to touch. Sorry guys, no beards for me! Beards are the ew.

Yes, it is. It bugs me so much when my boyfriend forgets to shave or misses big spots. Scratchy.