Make an alt or two and test the water in other guilds. I'd say Aquamancers or Cantors. But don't assume that switching guilds will solve all your problems, either - inversely, it'll usually lead to wanderlust, and you'll become a filthy guildhopper, like that Ashteru fellow.

Im sorry bwt my system not beingso good... its just forming and i guess its taking a lot more time than i thought it would. some bugs, like the one that crashes me when i die is very hard to find.. if it helps, i use it in spars and it doesnt crash though..

anyway, i heard palisade is good or some such other.. you can try that too.. we can hunt and stuff.. the illithopids give good money and i was able to buy 80cr from it.

but also, i dont see you sparring? you really should.. learning combat in actual field operations is really hard.. its better to spar continously so when the real thing comes you get there trained..

It seems I've been too late to dissuade you from leaving, nonetheless let me clear things out first. First and foremost I do not claim to be a great combatant, nor do I require those who seek aid from me to trans stuff in order to fight. It does help naturally but I never did require anyone to trans stuff "to be of use". I haven't also spent a single cent on whatever credits I have obtained, they were all in game sale bought, Artisan prizes, or the rare treat from a friend. It has always been possible for you to fight, and although I am not one of the best, I was giving you all the advice I could muster in terms of combinations of investable afflictions. I might not know what I am talking about generally, perhaps because I try to deviate from the norms, but what little advice I give comes from personal experience.

I miss the Celestines...