Because most people who want them are five.

Just sayin.

Acctuuualllyyy most of the people who want them are in the 10-14 year old range. ^.^

Animal Planets scared me

Celest.

Need I say anymore, honestly?

Mod edit: Since this is the "stuff in real life" thread, yes, if you want this post to stay here.

I'm sorry to peple I might have snapped at lately. I'm kind of stressed out and having some issues with my depression, and it kind of makes me crabby and unstable.

Yeah, I'm especially pissed, since I was planning on catching up on a few mangas that I really need to read up on, and since things are getting pretty interesting in several mangas.



It is unfortunately.



after googling something: Our Lord and Savior

I had a nervous breakdown earlier today because while I was getting the mail someone talked to me. I hate being me.

Late Dissatisfaction: My image of Jigan being some badass with guns for arms or such being shattered.

Then you've never seen the picture of him and the orphans, right? He tied guns to orphans and then tied the orphans to his arms. Its pretty bad ass in execution.

Watching a marathon of Deadliest Catch. Oh my god Phil. :'(

Suddenly brainstorming lots and lots of ideas for rituals and the like, as well as other RP stuffs that seem like they'd be fun. When I have three days left of interwebs, and can't act on them anymore.

Why couldn't I have had ideas weeks ago, when I was trying hard to do the same thing, and had writers block or something? I had time to work on them then.

EDIT: Also, major dissatisfaction at my landlord for making me move in the first place. I hate moving.

Rant: my days off coming to an end this Thursday. Once Thursday comes, I have another eight night work week to pull. Joy.

I get paranoid and anxious when I hear someone knock on my door. You're not alone.

Rant: money's tight and stress is high. The mandatory overtime will definitely help with the money situation, but it sure as hell doesn't help the sanity levels. I'm also starting to become overwhelmed in Lusternia as some of you surely witnessed in Tweets earlier. I need to make my aides do some work. I'm also worrying more and more that I'm a bother and a nuisance to people, especially when friends of mine just suddenly cease talking to me. It makes me think I've done something wrong.

What's wost about all of this is that I'm worried that my worrying is making people not want to be my friends. I fear that what I did post in Tweets earlier is going to cause people to want nothing to do with me, in game or out. Yeah, I know, it's all really stupid to worry over, but I like having friends, and I don't want people not to like me just because I have fears, doubts and worries.

Rave: Even after a month of living with me, of spending every moment not at work at my side, my fiancé is still thrilled to see me every chance he gets. If I didn't have that right now, what with all my other troubles, I'd be absolutely lost. I love you, Aomahou, and I know that even if no one else wants to be my friend, you always will.

Living right next to the town faire (kermis for the dutch people present, and then I mean the kind we have here in Noord-Holland, not the pansy excuse you have elsewhere ), which means the blissful peace and quiet I so enjoy living in a little village for is gone for this whole week. Have lots of writing to do, both Lusternia and other stuff, but none of that getting done with loud music starting in the afternoon and ending at 2am, meaning I sleep the morning away. Cats are extremely cranky with having to stay indoors as well, and being generally restless because of the bass making the whole house reverberate. Not to mention we've had the house fenced off because else you get drunk people using your front garden as a toilet and / or bedroom.

Would normally be a good idea to be on vacation someplace else to avoid the whole thing, but I do not want to leave the cats at home getting all scared of the noise. And family all have cats of their own. Not the kind of pet you easily take along as you would with a dog either.

If they didn't play such terrible music I think I'd feel better about it. That and it being less of a glorified excuse to get piss drunk. It gets pretty hard to take people who do a job with responsibilities seriously when you see them laying in the gutter I didn't grow up around these parts so perhaps that's just a culture difference I need to learn to cope with, but it still irks me a bit so I just avoid going out. Ignorance is bliss in this case.

So much homework... so... much.....

I do not feel good. I've had a headache every day so far this week. My back hurts more than normal and I've been getting a stabbing sort of pain in my chest. I wish I could just sleep the whole day away, but my head just hurts too much to do that.

Awww. :hugs: Ya know I'm there for you.


My own rant is that I cut my finger.

Go to the doctor! A headache every day for a week is a Bad Thing. Not to mention backpain and stabbing chest pain!

Dear Magnagora,

Stop raiding for one day? One full, OOC day. 24 hours. 24 days IG, approximately. Please? I'm tired of being a sacrifice.

Kthnxbai.