Oh lots! But it was more the smile to which I was referring. Because dammit, I'm tired of feeling like I'm being walked on, and I need to learn how to stop second guessing myself when someone questions me. ><

Rant: Still really pissy/upset/flustered/nervous about the whole guildmaster possibly hating me thing. Any advice (other than just "Deal with it") would be much appreciated.

The best thing to do is also the hardest. Go to the source instead of relying on rumours/speculation/gossip or even a well-intentioned friend. If you just can't do that, try and discover the reasoning behind it so you can understand why this person thinks this way. In my experience (because I am a people-pleaser to a horrible degree) talking about it with unrelated parties (IG in this case) incessantly will just annoy the person or add fuel to the fire, so just do what you do and trust that they'll realize they were mistaken or unfair in their assessment. Go you!

Figure out why it bothers you so much, and you'll figure out the solution to your problem.

It bothers me because I don't feel like he has any reason to hate me.

To clarify, this is completely unknown by Ongaku IC. Everything at this point is OOC. :/

I have given you my advice. No worries. We shall turn you into a proper Jiganite.

I hope so.

Lesson One:

1. It's Candia.
2. End every post on the forum with a smiley that refers to some ages old joke that few people remember anymore.
3. No Recursing.

That's my point, though. I'm assuming you don't know this person in real life. Why are you letting his hatred, real or imagined, negatively impact your emotions? If you're one of those people who needs everyone to like them... well, consider this a helpful exercise to grow. Not everyone will like you. Many people will dislike you with little to no valid reason. Trying to rationalize it or "fix it" or adjust his opinion is fairly pointless. People hate other people. We're a hateful species. It's his problem, not yours. You're you, and as long as you're comfortable with you, just keep living life.

Just my opinion, though, and we all know what opinions are like...

Quote as truth. Its not on you, its not a reflection of you. Its on them. Don't live your life by what others think of you, live your life by what you think of yourself.

Find me someone that does not like Noola. I dare you.

I don't like Noola.

"Like" is too weak of a word for how awesome she is.

My father was just laid off.

Upshot is: They now have to deal with the incompetent blow hard who used to work under him. Hopefully they'll come begging him back.

Moon Guard eh? Horde or Alliance?

Going to the housing coordinator about my psychotic housemate with my other housemates. Hopefully I wont have to deal with her anymore.

Both actually, though I've been playing Alliance more lately because my fiance has been playing his Gnome Warlock. So I'm working on my sexy, sexy Draenei.

I managed to get my alliance toon to 80 and then I didn't want to play her any more cuz my main is horde. >.>

And now I shall make a toon on Moon Guard and spam yoou. hazaaaaah!

-comfort-

Dead laptop and "uhh.. a few days" needed to get it fixed. Grr.

Internet deciding to be wonky and not work much. If at all.

Also, I'm really nervous about moving into an apartment later this month...especially since word is that the Internet there isn't much better.

Why am I leveling two tanks? It is a pain.