Shot in the Collective, like any real piece of art!

The Collective?

My dissatisfaction right now? Besides the latest comm change ? Both my browsers (Chrome and Firefox) have developed a severe case of amnesia. Literally every few minutes I am prompted to log back into things, whether it's Facebook, the forums here, email, or whatever. Tried to send a message to someone via the IRE site, but it says I need to log in. So I do. And it takes me directly back to the login screen. In a endless loop. And the irony is, the whole reason I was sending it from there instead of actually logging in is I didn't want to be in the game because I was so annoyed about this comm crap, so I thought logging out would help. NOPE.

Actually, you have to pass quite a bit of tests, both physical and mental, a back ground check, a board inspection, a credit check, and if you don't have a college degree, you can forget about it.

Bottomless wine. Oh, the horror.

I'm a good person. The Super Simian Sphere dropped, and I didn't steal it and drop group.

I've never even seen a figurine match. I believe I shall dream up a reason to host one!

I have two figurines but no idea how to use them... >_<

So ... wide ... awake ... and .... bored ....

Figures my insomnia would flare up before what I anticipate to be an insanely stressful week ahead of me. :-(

Lusty seems so still late at night. I thought there were many people from the other side of the world playing?

It was only 6:30 in real life at the time of your post. Most Europeans wouldn't even have been up, and there are some Asians but not that many.

With that said, it didn't seem that deserted to me. Maybe we European insomniacs are a larger prospective market that previously thought.

Those damned Magnagorans got me to playing League of Legends. GRAH.

Heh! Rawk.

Azyurial got me into it not that long ago.

Add me: LuciferWhite

Sure wish those Charites would look at my submissions. And yes, this is an OOC rant.

So. Two days. Wednesday I will get my exam results, really really not looking forward to it.


As for LoL, addmeaddmeaddme: Beldy

Exactly a week from now, my friend leaves for the military.

A week ago, I had a talk with that same friend because people keep pointing their fingers to me and saying that I'm outing him to all his friends.

Today, one of my friends-up-until-now showed up on Skype to hear my side of the story - it consisted of six words before she c/p'd this massive paragraph about how I'm a 'sociopathic mind', a parasitic , a terrible friend that's full of , and how she hopes I get hit by a bus so my friend (first sentence) can live his life happily. A lot of other colourful words as well about how if she ever finds me she's going to have me killed.

She was basically talking like one of the girls you'd find on the Maury or Jerry Springer Shows - and she always has, so I can't say I didn't see this coming.

I probably shouldn't care what other people think - especially unstable people, like this. I probably shouldn't let it get to me.

But being spat on like that still really, really hurt.

And when my friend leaves... until we start writing eachother letters, I'm going to go back to being alone. Unless I move out of here.

I really, really need to get out of here. Give me a damn reset button. this place and its batshit crazy people- it's not going to give me the friendship or intimacy or family I've misguidedly searched for over the past four years.

(Plus side: I happened to have a therapy appointment today. How timely!

Plus side 2: Vista's back!)

Hurr durrrrr dealing with all this silly system stuff for the first time is making me feel like a total idiot.

Once you get it over with, you'll be so happy. It's kind of like driving a new car. You get comfortable with it the more you drive it.

But I can't drive because I get such horrible anxiety attacks that it always ends in tears!

This analogy is doing little to assuage my fears.