QUOTE (Acrune @ Feb 6 2011, 11:03 AM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
I feel like some of what you describe (stress, memory problems) can be attributed to the not sleeping. If you're skipping sleep on purpose... stop. If you have trouble sleeping, whats helped me is to turn off the computer at least an hour before you want to sleep (the light from the monitor disrupts what signals your body its sleep time), and get at least 30 min of exercise a day. Though, since you walk everywhere, you're probably getting the exercise... so perhaps try a higher intensity? Another thing thats helped me a little is realizing that if I can do things in lusternia, its only slightly different than doing them in real life. If I can make friends, accomplish goals, and lead in Lusternia, the required qualities are in me, its just a matter of applying them elsewhere. From reading forums, it seems like you're a capable and likable person, so just keep reminding yourself that you have the qualities you need to succeed, and the confidence you're missing will come along. 
All of this! Also, if you have to, pretend you feel confident. Roleplay it, if you will. You might be surprised that you actually start feeling confident after a while without trying.
I finished watching La Haine today, the ending! 
QUOTE (Sylphas @ Feb 6 2011, 11:21 PM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
- Steelers lost.
- I lost my pentacle.
- I lost my Flame of dae'Seren.
- I didn't place in Beauty.
- Work sucked.
This is the worst day I've had in AGES.
- I lost my pentacle.
- I lost my Flame of dae'Seren.
- I didn't place in Beauty.
- Work sucked.
This is the worst day I've had in AGES.
Take out your anger on the zombies!*sigh* Steelers... Meh.
And what the hell. Honours Gregjennings... Rub it in huh, Packers lovers?
And what the hell. Honours Gregjennings... Rub it in huh, Packers lovers?
QUOTE (Shou @ Feb 6 2011, 10:22 PM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
Take out your anger on the zombies!Agreed! You should suddenly have an xbox and come kill zombies with me! :3
I'm not really looking forward to the next few months. Crap Classes that'll teach me jack 
. Graduation. Find a Job. Go to College and flail around trying to figure out why.
. Graduation. Find a Job. Go to College and flail around trying to figure out why.QUOTE (Kialkarkea @ Feb 6 2011, 11:29 PM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
I'm not really looking forward to the next few months. Crap Classes that'll teach me jack . Graduation. Find a Job. Go to College and flail around trying to figure out why.
. Graduation. Find a Job. Go to College and flail around trying to figure out why.The thing about college/post-secondary is you gotta do things besides taking classes - get experience, network with people, travel during the summer and learn something, volunteer, work - otherwise it really feels like a waste. But those things are what makes going to school worth it IMO, and stepping out of your comfort zone.
QUOTE (Shou @ Feb 6 2011, 11:22 PM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
Take out your anger on the zombies!Today is not a day for zombies. When the
QUOTE (Sylphas @ Feb 6 2011, 10:44 PM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
Today is not a day for zombies. When the best thing only non-shitty thing that's happened to me all day is winning a LoL match and I have to supress and urge to punch holes in my walls, zombies do not help.
You need to eat something with a buttload of calories.
It's the only recourse when you're that upset. That and hugs. QUOTE (Noola @ Feb 6 2011, 11:48 PM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
You need to eat something with a buttload of calories.
It's the only recourse when you're that upset. That and hugs. Last time I kidnapped a friend, drove to the top of a mountain, and ranted at him as I hit rocks off the top with a baseball bat. Stinging and/or numbness in your hands from using an aluminum bat eventually calms you down. The downside is that people think you're about to murder them.
QUOTE (Seraku @ Feb 6 2011, 11:55 PM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
Valentines day is getting close which always makes me very irritable. Why you may ask? Cause I get to be bombarded with commercials about how awesome it is being in a relationship, seeing all my friends who have girlfriends talk about how much they love em. Im happy for them, but at the same time it sucks hardcore being single and lonely around this time of year.
I'm hoping valentines day will be a very slow gym day and I'll enjoy the nice quiet gym after work... and class. Either that, or it'll be full of lonely single girls
QUOTE (Acrune @ Feb 6 2011, 09:19 PM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
I'm hoping valentines day will be a very slow gym day and I'll enjoy the nice quiet gym after work... and class. Either that, or it'll be full of lonely single girls
Do you need to borrow some roofies?
QUOTE (casilu @ Feb 7 2011, 12:22 AM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
Do you need to borrow some roofies?
Sure, but don't worry, I'll give them right back
QUOTE (Seraku @ Feb 6 2011, 11:55 PM) <{POST_SNAPBACK}>
Valentines day is getting close which always makes me very irritable. Why you may ask? Cause I get to be bombarded with commercials about how awesome it is being in a relationship, seeing all my friends who have girlfriends talk about how much they love em. Im happy for them, but at the same time it sucks hardcore being single and lonely around this time of year.
Tell me about it, though substitute boys for girls.
