Fixed. >.>

Nooooaaauuuugghhhhhhhh I ATE BUGS aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

I think I might kill the next person who says "Sorry I haven't RSVP'd for your wedding yet, I still need to find out if I can get that day off work." ...Remember when I sent you that postcard 6 months ago with the date of the wedding on it? Do you think I did that for fun? I didn't spend the money on those save-the-dates just because I had some extra lying around. COME ON.

Bwuh? Like...alive?

All this time and I thought you were my Asian sistaaaaaaaaaaaaa ;_;



Beat their into the ground, boy!

Summon them to your wedding and tie them to their seats.

I weighed myself earlier this week and discovered that I was around 46-47 kg. The last time I remember I had that weight was 7 years ago. I had previous dreams of getting a 45, but that would make me underweight. I promised myself to be content with a normal weight close to my ideal weight - I remind myself that I will -never- look skinny unless I become skin-and-bones thanks to my wide bone structure. However, I get a little sad inside when someone tells me I may shave off a little bit more and aim to look slim and sexy...after other people approved my current built. And I only wanted to have normal weight and to fit inside my favorite clothes well.

If 45 makes you underweight, then 46-47 is GREAT. The next time someone tells you that you are not sexy because you are not underweight, but are in fact a healthy weight, then punch them in the ovaries/kick them in the balls. Anyone who wants you to be unhealthy needs the wake up call.

Thanks

I wasn't even aiming for anything sexy unless you count my CosPlay choices..which I choose because I know and love them, not because they have fan service-worthy features. Just because I'm 20 doesn't mean I should mind about that stuff.

QFT

You are tiny and adorable, don't let other people convince you to be unhealthy.

My dissatisfaction is that I found out that my boss lives on my favorite route to walk around here.

Thanks. Aaaand..hide from your boss!:D

I've seen some of your cosplay. You look gorgeous just the way you are, and there's no need for you to worry about your weight.

Sometimes random events just set me off and I just go completely mad in my head. I cuss out every single person(in my mind) associated with any negative event in my mind at the time and I hate that I can't turn to anyone close for an unbiased opinion and maybe a comforting word here or there. I have two really close friends but I have a crush on one(Ya, it's stupid of me to not want to share close things with her but I am distancing myself for when she chooses someone else over me.) and I rarely see the other one anymore.

I was eating blackberries, which I often do, and...after I'd eaten half the container...I saw movement, and, to my horror, found that there were small black bugs all over the berries. I couldn't decide if I was going to throw up or have a panic attack, so I just sat there staring in horror and sending long strings of the letter a to anyone who happened to be online at that moment. I don't know if I'm going to be able to eat my beloved blackberries again.

Did you wash them first?

Always.

Look on the bright side! They could have been tiny spiders. Spiders are vastly more terrifying than insects.

Also, ++ to what Everiine and Kayte said.

My jaw hurts every time I try and bite down. On top of that, for some reason my teeth aren't setting right. I shouldn't be dealin with the crap after having my braces off for five years or so.

I am miserably sick right now and I've got pain lancing through both hands. Sleeping for a month would be cool.

Wisdom teeth?