Well, today was my last exam in college. I already know I passed, since I could've gotten 0 on all my exams and still walked away with ~70-80% on all my classes. Man I'm bummed out, after seeing all my friends every day for 3 years... plus having game/movie nights on weekends... -sighs- I feel so alone.

Having a so far relatively amusing book marred by the ill-executed near-constant sex scenes in the last few chapters. I'm a fan as much as the next guy, but when it starts interfering with the story, it's just not fun anymore.

snowed in

NOT being snowed in. I was told it snowed loads up here!!

Of course it wouldn't snow, that might kill the flowers.

Wow... I'd like to be snowed in. Everywhere seems to be getting snow except where I live. I find it unfair.

Fun FACT: Maylea's player has a black thumb anyway.

Parents arguing non-stop, ugh, why can't they just divorce already? T.T

Meh. Irritating depression. Why are you bugging me now. It's christmas. Let me be happy this one week.

I can't find my Nevermore CDs, I need to clean my home for company in two days, and I may be fired tomorrow for declaring personal leave without permission.

'Tis the season.


@Kira: Try eating gouda cheese and doing something that you find stimulating and productive?

Salami is good too.

My folks today have been riding my ass for absolutely no reason. They leave for Christmas shopping while I stay home to finish a mountain of chores which I finish long before they get home. They come upstairs to not thank me for my hard work, but to grief me because that's the work they do everyday to keep my house clean. I got a job for the holiday break from college, which should probably put me on for 20 hours a week, and I'm actively seeking a second job to hopefully get me another 20, but it's STILL not good enough for them. I can't take this anymore....

Any time I've had disgruntled folks who I felt were mistreating me on the basis of my doing what was I was asked of and their failure to acknowledge that, and the established terms, I just ceased interacting with them, without showing any or spite or fear. For days, weeks, and months I just stopped acknowledging their existence and found new, more convenient humans and animals to fill the void.

Of course some people have this strange emotion called "love" for their progenitors, but if you're content with it, peaceful protest and a boycott of relationships can be effective for reasons below.

Or, especially with it being the holidays, you could always pry your way into a warm family moment when they've opened up (especially if they're inebriated) and simply ask, "Mum? Dad? What am I doing wrong? What do you expect of me? I feel ~." I don't know your parents, but I suspect they're subject to empathy and guilt, and like most parents, probably care about their daughter/son a great deal.

If they're anything like my mother, they feel guilt and remorse for not giving me a better life.

Gouda is too sharp, and I'm a vegetarian. Even then, doing the right thing is depressing in itself.

For that I would go with a basic telnet system

My laptop is tearing it's self apart. Literally. At the hinge. The plastic there has broken and it's slowly ripping the whole casing off.

I need a hug